I think sometimes it’s good to write a letter to the person you wish you could speak to, and say all of the things you wish you could say – even if they may not ever actually read it themselves. So here goes:
You will have my heart forever. Where I stand right now is where I’ll remain. I will never be the same as I was before you came into my life. It feels like you are a million miles away and every day you move further away. I pray for you, every single night. I pray so hard. I pray to tears. I pray that God will bring you the inner peace you need, I pray that God will bring you back. So we can get back to where we once were, but much stronger than before.
I love you to the moon and back.
‘Until my lungs give out’.
Until next time…
–Master and Commander, FjB