Confronting Old Demons

I’d like to paint a picture…

It’s 1:00 AM and I am awake. I know that I will have to be up and conscious in about 5 hours for work. The thought of which only causes me to stress more about why I’m not asleep. I close my eyes, and imagine sleeping… 20 minutes later… nothing. Still awake.

What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I just go to sleep?

My mind starts to wander. Wandering is bad. At least at this time of night. I start thinking about my life, how I got here, the choices that I have made, things that I regret. This list continues to grow. I’m rewinding my life in my head… earlier that day…last week… 2 years ago… 5 years ago….

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Feeling True Love

Greetings readers!

I’d like to pose a few questions…

Have you ever felt true love? How did you know? What made you so sure?

I am feeling a lot of things these days but what is top of mind at the moment, are these uplifting feelings of meaning something to someone, being adored and appreciated and just feeling loved. Before you roll your eyes at that mushy line and scoff at the very cliché start to this blog – let me preface this by stating that I’m not referring to obsession or lust. I’m referring to Love.  The beautiful, terrible, amazing, petrifying, make you ‘weak at the knees’ and make you clinically insane, feelings of LoveContinue reading